letter

Dearest,
I love you...
Don't be afraid, I don't want an answer...
I'm just telling you this, to explain to you why I'll be leaving...
no need to start preparing those polite and not so harsh brush-offs...
I hate them so much I'd rather leave without even hearing them...
I love you...
Don't worry it's just a temporary phase...
Usually love doesn't last for long, it just vanishes and is replaced by other feelings... mostly disgust, hatered and despise...
So don't worry it'll pass...
I love you...
Don't worry, it's not my first love, and like i loved others and forgot them I'll forget you...
I love you...
Don't worry, I know all the pain loving you will get me...
and I know that my heart will break and that I will not be ok for a long time If i allowed this to go on...
I love you...
Don't worry, I don't want to love you...
and I will not...

so, I think i need to leave...
once and for all...
don't ask for reasons
don't ask for explanations
just don't ask...
I'm leaving very soon...
remember you for a long time...
and spend alot of efforts trying to forget you...

I love you...
don't worry, I can't allow myself to love again...
but still...
I love you...

Forgive me, I shouldn't have written this letter...
but I couldn't fight it...
cos simply...
I love you...
truly

Fletchy