I don't know...

I'm lost...
and you can never find me...
I'm torn...
yet you can't see inside me...
I'm hurt...
and you can never fix me...
I'm cursed...
yet you cannot unjynx me...
I miss you...
how lame could those words be???
I need you...
like a bare necessity...
I'm drowning...
in my own chaotic mind...
I'm looking...
for what I'll never find...
release me...
and set me free...
erase me...
just let me be...
I miss you...
but I have to let go...
I need to...
why that is, I don't know...