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Dear Diary...
I am writing you, not anyone else, cos you were the one that had your papers wrinkled by my tears the most...
I am writing you, not anyone else, cos you were the one that was forced to hear about all my pains the most...
I am writing you, not anyone else, cos I know that you know my stories the most...
I am writing you, cos noone else would understand...

Dear Diary,
I feel I'm tripping...
and I don't want my face to touch the soil...
I feel I'm flying...
and I don't want my feet to leave the ground...
I feel my heart pumping...
and I don't want my blood to be reoxygenated...
I feel my lungs emptied of air...
and I don't want to choke...

Dear Diary...
I think I'm falling in love...
I know, I know... I'm better off...
I know love will only make me cry...
I KNOW...
yes, I understand that I'll suffer, and that I'll make those around me go through hell...
yes, I understand that I'll lose sleep, count hours and cry...
yes, I understand that most of the times I'll wish i could die...
I get your point, and it's mine too...
I know that what you're saying is true...
I get all this, yet I can't help it...
I stumbled, I fell, I tripped, I was shot...
help me please...

I know all you're saying...
I keep repeating it to myself...
i keep screaming it to myself when I'm alone in my room...
I don't want to fall in love...
I DON'T WANT TO...
but I am...

Dear Diary...
help me...
help yourself...
you don't want your pages to lose their virginity right?
you don't want your papers to get all wrinkled and wet right?
you don't want to listen to all my cries of rage, screams of anger, and moans of pain right?
help me get out of it...
help me...
I don't want to fall in love...
I don't want to...
I DON'T WANT TO...
:(
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:iconnewborn-butterfly:
newborn-butterfly Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2007
i'm in love with my best friend. and i'm moving away from her... i found this accidentally too and although most of it doesn't relate it still makes me sad....
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:iconfletchergull:
fletchergull Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2007  Professional Writer
I'm really sorry if it made you sad...
and thank you... :hug:
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:iconnewborn-butterfly:
newborn-butterfly Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2007
lol i'm just fragile at the moment, finally hit my rough patch. it's very hard to cry quietly when you hurt so much you're screaming under your breath...
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:iconfletchergull:
fletchergull Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2007  Professional Writer
I know
it's like you are being burnt on hot fire & asked to keep silent & not scream... :(
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:iconnewborn-butterfly:
newborn-butterfly Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2007
that's exactly it
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:iconcorpsebride00:
corpsebride00 Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2007
wow... i found this randomly...
it broke my heart...
so me!

i swear i used to be like that, i used to hide away even when i would feel comfort or attraction to a person i would run away in fear of getting hurt.
it's always the same old song...

hope things worked out now... :hug:
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fletchergull Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2007  Professional Writer
did you feel how lost i was when I read this to my diary?
multiply it by 4 gazillion, and you'd know how much I am lost, missing, fucked up and not ok at all...
but, life goes on... :)
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:icontarumi:
tarumi Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2007
Great story, sums up everything I'm feeling right now, that love is something I'm falling into almost, but with someone who doesn't feel the same. I just want out.
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:iconfletchergull:
fletchergull Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2007  Professional Writer
greetings to you partner in misery and pain...
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:iconalva-v:
Alva-V Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2007
I feel I'm flying...
and I don't want my feet to leave the ground...


i really do feel that:)
very nice work mister
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